I have literally forgotten how to blog, how to write. How to collect thoughts, how to dream. How to sit back and think, think about various things, how to feel – I have forgotten how to feel. I have lost it. I can not let my fingers do the job anymore, like just open the word editor and let them play with the keyboard, let them convert the thoughts into words effortlessly, without telling them how to. Now they rest on keys, stay idle. When I look at them surprised, why aren’t they typing, they look back at me – equally surprised. We both know we have lost it, we acknowledge, we struggle, we cry. There used to be ideas, feelings, thoughts, emotions and now, there are events and vague happenings, repetitions.
No comments:
Post a Comment