Date Posted: Jan 14th, 2005 at 10:50 PM
Today cousin had an accident. Car smashed, doesnt look like a car anymore. Alhamdulillah he is fine, no harm done.
A friend of mine had a severe pain in his chest the day before yesterday. Docs say it was an angina pectoris. He received his alarm of warning, no more smoking, diet control & no more tensions. He is just 29.
2 weeks ago another friend's dad had a heart attack which he couldnt survive.
I have a 102 temp, flu, tonsils & I feel I m in no control of myself. I cant concentrate, I have to recheck what I m writing every other min, I have to re think. All bcos of this tiny virus which I cant even see with a naked eye -- helpless; is what I feel.
All this; indicating that one day it will just happen so sudden. I wont get time to undo the wrong. It will be painful. & when I think more, this electric shock runs into my backbone. I ask myself -- M I ready? -- R U ready?
I dont know who to blame, me or this beautiful materialistic world. I know after 15 min I ll be chilling again in café or with friends when the pill works for now. I will forget I ever thought about this; until I get the next warning. Who knows -- if this was my last warning.
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